I LOVE HIM.

It means something

2009-07-03T22:15:00.001+08:00

I miss you.
Its been a week since i saw you.
I'm feeling weak.
Very weak.
Seeing you is the only way to brighten up my life.
I wana see you.

Love.

2009-07-03T21:35:00.001+08:00

If you love someone.
You'll be affected by how the person you love act or say anything.
anything to do with that person you love, it will affect you.
Now, i know why.
I'm feeling this way.

Hurtful words.

2009-07-03T20:44:00.002+08:00

School was fine.
I was busy copying notes & paying attention to teachers.
Was being a good good student or girl.
Chinese was busy talking to Andrea & others.
since like ages didn't see her la.

Amaths was pretty fun.
Though i like was so freaking tired.
Felt like fainting.
But carried on by trying the questions.
And i forgot to bring my notes for the don't-know-how-many-times.
Anyway, i still don't quite understand Binomial Thereom.
But tried during tution.
Maybe i somehow got it.

Amaths in school was kinda fun.
Cos was taking part actively in the retarded quiz.
& Glennis is suppose to treat the whole amaths class chocalate.
And for me, STARBUCKS.
Pra scared me with that stupid fake hand.
I was so traumatized by it alr.
Then ShiMin come put her hand on me.
I thought what, then scream la.
Like as if see ghost.
Liang scolded them, opps.
school ended, headed to macs.
Forgot to bring house key.

Then waited fot tution time to come.
Did some emaths, before leaving macs.
Went tution.
Was pretty easy lesson today.
Was fighting to get the right answer.
In the end, i find then my group tell the answer.
Went home, sis left right after i came home.

Now that I'm all alone.
Pretty scared. ):
Sigh, feel so alone nowadays.
No idea why.
But yeah.
Have to get used to it ba. X.x
Okay, i go watch tv.
Buybyeeeeeeee.

I miss you, I love you & I need you.

hurts.

2009-07-02T16:22:00.002+08:00

Treasure life cos its very short.
appreciate the ppl who are beside you.
Don't wait till they're gone then appreciate them.
No use, cos they won't be there anymore.
I've learnt my lesson.
Valuable lesson.
I've lost trust in you all.
I'm just leading my own life now.
You all can go lead your own.
I'm not your daughter, thats what you said with your own mouth.
I talked to you politely.
I get scoldings instead.
Nvm, guess this is retribution.
I sat at my window, looking down.
Seeing that i could fall anytime, i wish you were there to save me.
I thought of jumping, will that get you back to me?
After i see you for the last time, i'll jump.
So you won't see me anymore.

Forgive & Forget.

2009-07-02T15:47:00.002+08:00

I'll remember you.
Glad you're happy with your frens.
I'm happy for you.
now, i'll just suffer in silence & pretend to be fine.
Study hard for o levels.
wishes for you & your friends.
Iloveyou, missyou too.

Had school.
wasn't that fun.
Had saddening news this morning.
Not going her wake anymore, sorry! ]:

Feels good to be home early.
I'll be home this early everyday.
Yeah, to study.
Buck up so that i don't retain.
Yeah, k.
I'm gona study.
Bye.

lost & confused.

2009-07-01T20:49:00.001+08:00

I love you, i want you back.
I love you, i want you back.
I love you, i want you back.
I love you, i want you back.
I love you, i want you back.
I love you, i want you back.
I love you, i want you back.
I love you, i want you back.
I love you, i want you back.
I love you, i want you back.
I love you, i want you back.
I love you, i want you back.
I love you, i want you back.
I love you, i want you back.
I love you, i want you back.
I love you, i want you back.
I love you, i want you back.

I miss you, i need you, i love you.

Love you forever, nothing changes that.

2009-07-01T17:20:00.000+08:00

I'M SORRY, I STILL LOVE YOU.
我爱你!

Been stabbed.

2009-07-01T17:05:00.002+08:00

Why am I feeling like this?
Idk.
Had suicidal thoughts.
Had sucidal dreams.
I really don't know what to say.
I don't know what to do.
Do you hate me so much?
Do you?
I wana know what i did wrong.
To know my mistakes.
To learn from them.
I wish you could give me another chance.
Seems like it won't come true.

Saw her today.
I had no feelings.
Nothing at all.
Nothing.
No love no nothing.
Just like a plain friend.
i give up.
Give up on everything.
Not trying anymore.
Get retain then retain.
Drop out then drop out.

LOST.

2009-06-30T18:14:00.000+08:00

It hurts.
I'll have to let go.
I'm sorry.
I'm just hiding all the tears from you.

Broken dreams.

2009-06-28T16:09:00.003+08:00

Mmmm, Hey guys :B
School's starting tml.
How not cool is that?
Tsk, i so wana stay home.
Having fever anyway. :X
Heeeeee.
Shhh, i'm still going school :B

Anyway guys if i don't reply your messages.
Means my phone's flat.
Cos somehow it can't charge.
Mmm, yep.
Buybyeeee.

Heartbrreaks &Incidents.

2009-06-26T22:44:00.005+08:00

I've just got to get use to it.
Well, if I've tried my best & can't.
Maybe I'll just let go.
Holding on to something that makes you hurt even more.
Its not worth it.
But, I know, life wouldn't be the same if you were gone.

Dragged to the bottom.

2009-06-25T11:56:00.002+08:00

Does it mean i'm the naughtiest in the family.
I deserve all the scoldings & blame?
I'm not as strong as i appear to be.
I tolerated all of it.
Hide it & keep it in my heart.
I don't know who will ever understand me.
Or maybe try to understand how i feel.
I feel like i'm all alone in this world.

I'm scared to lose my closest one which is you.
I hope you understand.
Losing you to someone else is what i'm afraid of.
After my eyes met yours, I finally knew whats true love is.
I'm... maybe just confused.
I don't know how to explain.
I look fine on the outside, but truely i'm not on the inside.
I'm not that strong.

I DON'T CARE WHAT OTHERS SAY.

2009-06-24T12:17:00.002+08:00

Wheeeee, hello earthlings.
Okay, i'm really bored at home.
I can't do hw.
There's renovation near my house.
So noisy, how study?
Damnit, i tonight then study. [:
As like always, stay up to do hw.
ITS LIKE 4 MORE DAYS TO SCHOOL REOPEN!!!!!
Somebody please tell me you didn't do finish hw?
I don't wana be the only one la.
& Wth, i so don't want to go back.
Have to face all the stupid teachers.
Hate it.
Okay, maybe seeing the frens is one good part.
But. i sure don't wana see the teachers again.
Yeah.

K, i'm just gona try find something to do.
If can't, i'll just gona be a pig & sleep!
Haha, yep.
Buybyeeeeeeeeeee!!!!

Totally freakyy.

2009-06-23T14:01:00.002+08:00

I'm so scared now okay.
Everyone was at home.
I went to use the computer.
& Now, i step out of the room.
The house is empty with only me inside.
Wth.
They all disappeared (!!!!)
Isn't is scary?
Omg omg omg.
Its all so freaky.
So now, i'm officailly freaked out.
Like seriously.
Okay, maybe they went out without telling me.
But yeah, its just still scary la.
K, buybyeeeee.

FISHBALLS, BOUNCE.

2009-06-22T20:30:00.002+08:00

Went out with hubby today. [:
Met quite late, sadly to say.
Someone wasn't well hor.
:x

Had luch with sis at KFC first.
Then went serangoon to meet hubby! :B
Waited awhile till te prince arrived. XD
Mrt-ed to Bishan.
Went there & the library was packed.
Wth.
Stupid library.
Hubby made funny laughs.
Omg, swear it was funny.
Hehehe.

Walked out of library.
Went into J8.
Walked around then ended up in macs.
Did bio.
Omg, i don't like bio!
Hate bio, Hate bio, HATE BIO!!!!
Hubby & I did until damn annoyed.
Then stopped doing.
Hahahaha, Lol.

walked around after that.
Bus-ed to Kovan there.
Went macs to eat.
I tired doing geog.
But nvm.
In the end do 2 questions only.
Sian.

Hubby walked me home after we ate.
Saw Riane & some ppl from school. D:
Yeah, anyways.
Buybyeeeeeeeeee.

ouch

2009-06-21T14:20:00.003+08:00

THIS SUCKS (!!!!!!!)
I'm having cramps & hubby's having stomach ache!!!!
I'm having cramps & hubby's having stomach ache!!!!
I'm having cramps & hubby's having stomach ache!!!!
I'm having cramps & hubby's having stomach ache!!!!
I'm having cramps & hubby's having stomach ache!!!!
I'm having cramps & hubby's having stomach ache!!!!
I'm having cramps & hubby's having stomach ache!!!!
I'm having cramps & hubby's having stomach ache!!!!
I'm having cramps & hubby's having stomach ache!!!!
I'm having cramps & hubby's having stomach ache!!!!
I MISS HUBBY (!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) [:

Mearballs, fishballs.

2009-06-19T21:26:00.003+08:00

I SO WANA CATCH HANAH MONTANA THE MOVIE! :D
I think its like really gona be cool manzxzx. XD
Gona catch it someday with hubby!! :B
Hehehe.

Suppose to go out with Andrea they all.
But lastnight didn't feel well, so turn them down.
Sorry guys.
Felt better today, & didn't wana last min tell Andrea i want go with them.
So, in the end, met hubby.

Went Habourfront.
Hahahah, & guess who i saw.
Hmmm, TAN JIA JIA! XD
Holding hands with her boyf somemore.
WaSeh, Lol.
I was laughing in my heart.
Oh wells, she's 18 alr.
So nothing to hide. [;
Ate & waslked around in Habourfront.

Then went PS.
Bumped into sister.
Phew, lucky she didn't realise who i was with.
She's such a bigh mouth bitch.
Sheesh, i'm evil.
But sadly, I was borned like this.
So, too bad if you hate me. [:
Rather boring at PS.

So mrt-ed to Kovan.
Ate at macs.
& Yeah, went for tution after that.
Hubby went home.
Tution, it inda sucked.
Well, first, KimT gave me some kinda weird strepsils.
& it tasted all so weird & smelt gross!!
Second, i was coughing badly.
Could hardly take a deep breath.
Thirdly, i had no mood to study or anything. -.-
Damnit la.
Hahaha, anyway managed to do some work. [:

Okay, i'm tired.
Let me plan what to do tml.
1) Go for ballet.
2) Do homework during break.(If only have mood or else, i'll just sleep.)
3) Start going crazy after homework's done. :D
Alright, thats all.
Buybyeeeeeeeee. [:

Mistakes.

2009-06-16T13:29:00.004+08:00

People make mistakes.
Nobody's perfect.
Unless you tell me you aren't nobody.
& people deserve to be given a second chance.
Its a matter of time that they change.
They just need time.
Like they always say, forgive & forget.

shop till you drop.

2009-06-16T10:05:00.003+08:00

Hello Earthlings! :D
Yesterday,
Went out with Hubby. <3
Met & headed to Outrum Park.
Went there but don't know want go where on green ling to go.
So, we went back to purple line.
Simply retarded, but funny.

Went to Vivo instead.
Walked around & sat at Sky Park till late.
Then went Farrer Park & then back yo Vivo.
Hehe, yesterday was the most exciting & interesting day.
Hahah, yeah.

After that headed home. (:
Haha, Hubby was so tired la.
I was also, but still had energy to walk.
Hubby send me home, & left.
Haha, love you hubby :D !

Alright, k.
I think I'm gona study later.
Only if I have the bloody mood to. _l_
Have like tons of hw.
Don't even think its holiday please.
Whatever la.
I'll just be good, & try finish them.
Alright, buybyeeeee.

Everything will be fine, don't worry k.

Its all gona be fine.

2009-06-15T11:47:00.002+08:00

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY HUBBY! :D
You're 16 now.
Hehe, study hard & well for o levels.
Do it not just for yourself.
Do it to make your parents feel proud & also me! :DD
Cos i know you can, i believe in you.
Lastly, I LOVE YOU <3>

Look on the bright side of life.

2009-06-14T18:27:00.002+08:00

Sometimes I feel like I've failed.
But I don't plan to give up our love.
Just cos I've failed.
I'm sorry to have said those hurtful words.
They weren't meant to be.
A thousand sorrys maybe wouldn't patch up that broken heart.
But all I know, our love's growing.
As each & everyday, I love you more & more.
I wana make a change this year.
I wana make a difference.
Its just hours before your day. (:
Just know, It was a blessing to have met you.
& It was a joy loving you.
<3 !

My days were all so dark.
Till the day i met you.
It all changed.
You brought light into my life.
Joy, peacefulness & happiness.
You were the sun to my darkness.
& I know, we're meant to be. (:

useless much.

2009-06-12T10:21:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went out to meet Hubby.
HE GREW A LOT OKAY!
Tsk, he's super tall la now. ):
I feel short.
Everyone's catching up with my height!!
So fast la, seems like i can't grow anymore.
Sad sad sad. T.T

Went J8, super boring there.
Ate at macs & talked.
I realised i talked a lot yesterday.
Bearly stopped! D:
Maybe cos didn't see him for so long.
All the words keep for 3 long days inside me.
Somehow had to let it out yesterday.
So talked a lot (:

He fetched me to ballet (:
Went potong pasir.
Couldn't find where the studio is.
super remoted place la. D:
Studio was pretty small ah.
Sigh, no difference la.
But nice lightings & all.
Hehehe, (:
Hubby went home alone.
Sorry ):

K, i don't feel like blogging anymore.
Too tired.
Going back to bed.
Buybyeeeeeee!

I can't stand to fly.

2009-06-10T11:13:00.002+08:00

Yesterday went for class at Thomson.
Went there & felt super hungry. ):
went to buy food from Long House with Kim.
Bought yongtafu.
Healthy stuff so that won't get scolded or anything by Ms Lee.
Hehe, yeah! (:

Waited for Ms Lee to come.
She came then she very cute.
She had to hide from Crestar ppl.
LOL.
She used the curtains to hide in between.
HAHAHAH.
Really very cute!

Had a very good class. (:
thursday will be at Thomson too.
Hehe, can't wait man.
think its gona be super fun!
But sadly, the floor's super slippery.
Can't dance properly la.

Anyway, gtg.
Buybye.

RECOVER SOON HUBBY! <3333 ! Love & miss you.

Look on the bright side of life.

2009-06-08T10:56:00.003+08:00

staying home the whole day ._.
but good so that i can do my hw.
Haha, right, i'm gona slack lurh.
Hehe, yeah.
But i shall try doing amaths. :B
cos i finally got how to do it.
yeah, (:

HAPPY 3RD MONTH! :D
Love hubby always!
Nothing's tearing us apart!
&&&& recover soon hubby.
<3

tired.

2009-06-06T18:44:00.003+08:00

woke up kinda early.
ate bread & went back to sleep ._.
slept till 10 am.

met Steffi at Serangoon.
trained to Marymount.
Walked to Thomson CC there.
Went Thomson there for class today.
Didn't dance that much. :X
Floor too slippery.
Did Jazz awhile then had lunch (:

Went off to J8 to give out flyers.
omg, swear the weather was fucking hot sia.
gave out from 1 plus till 5 ._.
lucky got ppl help me too.
We all happily stand outside the mrt there.
Wait for train to arrive then give.
was quite suprise that people actually read it la.
Hahaha, some ppl just took & threw away -.-
whatever la.
Up to them to look at it or not.

Well, went to grab a bite before heading back to studio.
Hmmm, was fucking tired.
No idea why. ):
Head was like pain, could have gone crazy i swear.
Went back studio, danced awhile then went home.
Now that i'm home, i'm really tired.
Okay, buybye.

cos without you, i can't breathe. I miss you.

Sick & tired.

2009-06-05T13:44:00.003+08:00

I woke up having a fever ._.
well, don't know why.
Slept for so long, head still pain.
I tried doing Amaths hw.
Pleaseeee, i first question of every chapter don't know how do. -.-
Of course i give up sia.
No on home to teach me.
So end up, i use comp. ._.
Okay, blog about yesterday. (:
I miss hubby. ):

4th June, Thursday.
Went out with hubby.
Bus-ed to AMK Hub.
Walked around & went to eat.
I swear the stupid chicken cutlet suck!
I had stomach ache after i ate it. ):
Not gona eat that anymore.
Tsk.
Then bus-ed to ballet.
Ms Lee wasn't there.
Then the aunties wanted to chase out those small little girls.
(they were only Grade 1)
That didn't pay for June and ae still coming for classes.
Like how evil are they to do that?!
TSK, i was pissed la.
But lucky they not so heartless until really make them leave.
I think i was just a warning ba.
Teacher ask all of us to go home.
Right, i called hubby & met him before he could go up the bus.
(I didn't know he was still waiting for bus, so long la)
then went macs & all.
Bus-ed home.
Left my hp wit hubby. D:
he rushed all the way to my house to pass it to me.
mum said he was nice to do that.
Hahaha, so cute la.
Thanks hubby, much apprciated. (he was sick okay!)
then he went home. (:

LIfe.

2009-06-04T11:19:00.001+08:00

How i wish i could migrate to America now.
Or whatever.
I just don't wana stay in Singapore anymore. (:
Okay, buybye.
I MISS HUBBY. ):

Fun & exciting, but tiring.

2009-06-03T23:22:00.002+08:00

2nd June, Tuesday.
Went to school with Lydia for Funtasia.
It wasn't that fun at all .__.
fucking tiring lah.
Mr Tang's Job was easy, tsk.
Lydia & I got the hardest task please.
Thinking that Pythagoras Theorem was easy to explain.
Explain to primary school kids, they go 'HUH?'
wtf lah, cb.
Haha, one of the rules were cool. XD
'If you cannot complete this task by 5 mins, you'll have to jump down.'
All the girls went like 'HUH? You serious?'
.__. of course not.
thats to scare you all (:
anyway, Tuesday was a blast.
Went east coast after that.
Had fun there.
Hehehe. :B

3rd June, Wedesday.
Had performance in school.
East Zone shit.
Yeah, was really slacking like siao.
cos nothing to practice .__.
HAHAHA, yeah.
anyway, hubby came with Chesnut!
new name for him. :X
meet them after performance. (:
Funny sia they.
hubby almost go into ____.
shan't mention (:
Went tution after that.
Was really stress for tution. ):
Mr Ong teach so so so FAST.
I swear, i'm a super slow learner. T.T
okay, after that went Macs with hubby.
Talked then went off to ____.
Stayed there till 10 plus.
Then off we went back home sweet home.
okay, i tired liao.
BUYBYE. :B

Tired la.

2009-06-01T18:08:00.005+08:00

Woke up early today.

To cheer & pray for Hubby & sister. (:

Well, though they aren't believers, God will sure help them.

I'm super sure of that.

Haha.

Meet Pracks for lunch at Macs.

Hubby came later.

Talk awhile.

Wanted to hug him.

But in the end never.

): Miss him.

Went school.

I swear tml damn slack lurh. (:

Mr Tang's station is really slack.

Gona wake up fucking early tml. ):

Had some breifing.

Well, kinda boring.

But lucky got Lydia to talk to.

Ended super early like at 3pm.

Went macs to slack.

Saw Adora & Joyce there. (:

So long never see them sia.

Well, talked to them a bit.

Sat & ate ice-cream.

Left to see DVDs in Heartland.

Saw Boys Over Flowers.

Lol, i think one of the guys are like damn hot.

But, unfortunately, do't really go for idols.

Haha, (:

Walked around.

Many things i wana buy.

1. Levis Shoes.

2. Volleyball.

3. Wallet.

4. Adiddas Shorts & Shirts.

5. Maybe a small soccer ball. (:

okay, gtg.

Buybyeee. (:

I miss you & love you till the ends of the Earth, no matter what happens, its a promise.

Time to change?

2009-05-31T20:21:00.003+08:00

I look at myself in the mirror.
I looked the same, maybe fatter.
One thing i realised, deep inside me.
I knew what was wrong.
Something's stopping me from changing.
Its hard.
I don't know how to explain why I'm like this.
But, one thing i know.
I wasn't like that.
Just wondered what made me this way.
People change & I need time.
I know, one thing's for,
He was the one, & they were my true friends.

Having chest pain recently.
Not sure why.
Maybe I'm dying real soon?
But to all dear friends & Hubby.
Takecare & stay happy & Happy Holidays! (:

Who am I to you?

2009-05-31T15:30:00.004+08:00

Life, It somehow sucks.
Hate it.
But love it cos of him & them.

You don't let me explain.
Its like i have no mouth.
& only a mouth that speaks for you.
Whatever i say, its like bullshit to you.
I never get to explain myself.
When will I ever get the chance to?
Forget it.
I'm noone to you.

2009-05-29T10:39:00.003+08:00

I don't wana know whats going to happen after today.
I don't even wana think about it.
Chased out? Caned? Get stabbed? Or what?
I really don't know.
Pray nothing happens.
Guess i'm not the only one feeling like this.
Sigh.

To hubby :
CheerUp! :D I'm still here.
I won't stop loving you though we can't meet that often!
Whats yours, is forever yours!
Your results, though they're bad.
YOU SURE CAN WORK SO MUCH HARDER RIGHT?
I'm so sure of that. (:
I know you're a smart boy!
Use the holidays to study & buck up!!!!
POVE PEOPLE THAT THEY'RE WRONG ABOUT YOU.
SHOW THEM YOU CAN DO IT!
I'll be here always, to motivate, encourage & love you. (:
I LOVE YOU. <3!

It ain't that easy.

2009-05-25T20:24:00.001+08:00

School was fine i guess.
got back marks.
Failed like 4 out of 7 subjects.
I don't know how explain to mum.
Think she's so gona kill me.
Just hope she won't uh.
Failed Amaths, Chinese. Pure geog & combine bio chem.
Pray so hard that she won't do anything to me.
cos I'm willing to work harder for next term. (:

it will never be the same again.

2009-05-23T22:49:00.001+08:00

Meeting you was like a dream come true.
Loving you was unresistable.
Leaving you was hard.

Sucks.

2009-05-23T21:34:00.003+08:00

Is it time?
Feels like i'm dying.
My heart feels dead, maybe it is alr.
Hurtful words, but not forgiven.
No one's letting me explain.
I'm like some nobody now.
I can't find my soul.
I'm just confused, maybe.
If on;y someone tell me what to do.
Life wouldn't be that complicating.

i saw those words she said to you, it pierced through my heart, & it still hurts.

2009-05-22T15:29:00.000+08:00

Found in Alex's blog, its meaningful.

Life is too short.

Grudges are a waste of perfect happiness.

Laugh when you can, apologize when you should and let go of what you can't change.

Love deeply, and forgive quickly.

Take chances. Give everything, and have no regrets.

Life is too short to be unhappy.

Gotta take the good with the bad.

Smile when you're sad, love what you got and always remember what you had.

Always forgive, but never forget.

Learn from your mistakes, but never regret.

People change, and things go wrong. But always remember,

life goes on! (:

hate this part right here

2009-05-22T15:18:00.004+08:00

Well, won't be blogging that often.

there's nothing to blog about.

School's fine i guess. :X

stuffs been happening.

i don't understand why.

seems like no one understands me, except maybe some people.

if they ever let me explain.

Guess, maybe its just me.

or maybe, i don't know lah.

Life can't get any worse?

Hope so, & yeah.

I hope everything will be okay soon.

Feels like world's ending.

Or maybe crashing on me.

Like anyone will care about what i say now.

I had enough problems at home, church & ballet.

I don't enjoy ballet nor church anymore.

I don't enjoy anything now.

Whatever it is, i'm very sure i'm gona break down soon.

Bye guys.

Hurtful words.

2009-05-18T19:49:00.003+08:00

Sometimes the words you say, might hurt people.
so, watch what you say.

Failing doesn't make you a failure, it shows that you have to work hard.

Shuddup & get a life!

2009-05-17T11:46:00.002+08:00

This totally explains the coldness towards me.
FUCK YOU.
nobody's perfect so accept ppl as they're!

The Old Days.

2009-05-15T21:18:00.002+08:00

I realised I've drifted from many people.
Friends & family (maybe).
Like yeah.

Friends, obviously I've drifted far away from her.
She was so close to me in Sec Two.
She was there when i needed someone to talk to.
CCA, she was always all ready to partner me.
Its kinda obvious who it is alr. (:
Well, i preferred all the good old days with her.
Not saying i don't like the friends now.
Just feel all weird now.
Like I've drifted from her. :/
really somewhere far, really really far.

Family, isn't family suppose to be there when you need them?
They're like the most important part if life k.
Looks like the naughtiest in the family usually gets left out.
Well, I'm trying to change.
I need time to change what.
Not as if its instant!
I just don't like talking about the past, smoking & all.
It kinda spoils my mood.
Especially when its talking with your mum (!!!)
it gets really annoying, cos i don't like to mention anything about smoking to my mum.
People change, just that we need time & some space to reflect on ourselves.

really have to thank God that i got to know such a nice boyf & grilfs (!!!)
Life will sure suck without them! XD
Come on, its true what.
But i just realized I'm drifting from them.
Like i'm all alone in this world.
A-L-O-N-E.
Sigh, nothing to say liao.

The story ends here, but my life still carries on.
Without you, there wouldn't be me.

2009-05-11T20:56:00.002+08:00

[Thank God i knew you, life wouldn't be the same without you.]

oh well.
today rained so went out a little later! (:
read finish 'Marked' while waiting for the damn rain to stop.
Hahaha, yupp! :D
today my mood like happy happy one.
periods over mahs. :x

went out meet hubby downstairs XD
opps, make him walk to my house.
SORRY HUBBY! ):
then walked to bus-stop to take 81 to tamp.
but opps, i forgot that we were suppose to take from opposite ! D:
& we landed up in Serangoon.
saw Tisha & Jolyn Yap!
hahahaha, Tisha wore slippers!
so gay lah, haiyo. D: no offence Tisha.

bus-ed to tamp.
slept in the bus.
was rather hard to sleep cos got 2 ITE guys so noisy -.-
talking about anime?! WTF.
then i tired sleeping but nope, i couldn't.
then we reached tamp finally.
haha, oh wells.

walked around tamp mall.
then some other mall.
oh wells.
nothing much there bahs.
went to food junction.
sat & read book while hun studied for maths.
hmmm, he so guai :D

then bus-ed to kovan.
went macs to dink & hun studied. :D
good boy, keep it up! :D
love you. HAHAHA.
hmmm...
saw Isabel, Liwen & don't know who.
whatever.
Isabel took my jacket XD
better rmb to bring tml ahs.

then ate dinner at cosmos.
hun studied again! :D
double wow.
hehehe, cute lah he.
poor him, think he's gona be sick again lah. ):
TAKECARE hor.

mum & sister saw me at cosmos with him.
hun was scared of my mummy.
he say she looks fierce.
k, she is sometimes.
but she's nice after all. XD

okays, i'm exhausted.
goodbye everyone.
Love K, (:
thanks for today, the joy & all.
I LOVE YOU ! <3!

2009-05-10T21:30:00.002+08:00

I feel much better now. (:
Thanks Tisha for being there.
&&& baby, for giving me another chance.
wells, in time to come.
i've got to get over things in the past.
yeps. (:
okay, buybye.
I love baby, till the ends of the earth. <3>

I love you.

2009-05-10T15:47:00.002+08:00

I'm tired.
I'm gona cry myself to sleep.
& hope in my dreams, i'll meet you.
I miss Khair like fuck.
I miss Khair like fuck.
I miss Khair like fuck.
I miss Khair like fuck.
I miss Khair like fuck.
I miss Khair like fuck.
I miss Khair like fuck.
I miss Khair like fuck.
I miss Khair like fuck.
I miss Khair like fuck.
I miss Khair like fuck.
I miss Khair like fuck.
I miss Khair like fuck.
I miss Khair like fuck.
I miss Khair like fuck.
I miss Khair like fuck.
I miss Khair like fuck.
I miss Khair like fuck.
I miss Khair like fuck.
I miss Khair like fuck.

I LOVE YOU. ):

2009-05-10T15:13:00.004+08:00

Far Away by Nickelback

This time, This place
Misused, Mistakes
Too long, Too late
Who was I to make you wait
Just one chance
Just one breath
Just in case there's just one left
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I miss you
Been far away for far too long
I keep dreaming you'll be with me
and you'll never go
Stop breathing if
I don't see you anymore

On my knees, I'll ask
Last chance for one last dance
'Cause with you, I'd with stand
All of hell to hold your hand
I'd give it all
I'd give for us
Give anything but I won't give up
'Cause you know,
you know, you know

[CHORUS]

So far away
Been far away for far too long
So far away
Been far away for far too long
But you know, you know, you know

I wanted
I wanted you to stay
'Cause I needed
I need to hear you say
That I love you
I have loved you all along
And I forgive you
For being away for far too long
So keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
'Cause I'm not leaving you anymore
Believe it
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go
Keep breathing
Hold on to me and, never let me go

2009-05-10T14:43:00.002+08:00

went to see mummy at cemetery.
went alone.
bus-ed there all alone.
couldn't find mummy's tombstone.
searched for quite long.
finally found it.

sat down & talked to mummy.
all i wished that she was here.
to comfort me when i'm down.
talked to her & gave her the card i wrote for her.
hope she heard what i said & saw what i wrote.

Happy Mother's Day.
to all those mums out there.
& lastly to my mum.
I love you.

2009-05-08T18:19:00.004+08:00

Mood swings cos of periods.
Sorry if i PMS at you.
i feel like as if i'm going to die.
the pain is killing.
i'm gona sleep & try seeing if it works.
i miss KHAIR like fuck.

2009-05-07T22:18:00.004+08:00

I'm not well.
Baby too.
ohno, BABY RECOVER SOON. ):
he got scolded for missing 3 days of school.
HELLO, he had mc & he was really sick what.
wtfuck, cannot anyhow scold what.
Urgh, hate those kinda unreasonable poeple.
they can just die ! >:(

poor him.
he got to take so many test! ):
shall pray for him. i pray every night luh.

had a great time today with him! :D
thanks for the rose.
appreciated it. (: i'm gona take good care of it.
HAPPY 2nd MONTH! <3!

let nothing pull us apart, let nothing destroy this relationship.

2009-05-06T20:13:00.003+08:00

Wells, i'm back.
I'm still alive, obviously.
Surprised i didn't die today.
Had so many test to study for -.-

Today had Geog & Emaths test.
Well, Geog.
I lost 16 marks. D:
& somemore the paper consist of 20 marks only.
WTFUCK ):
Emaths was pretty easy ehs.
Worth the staying up late lastnight. :D
there's more test coming up lah.
FUCK, I REALLY HATE TEST!
tml's Chem & Bio.
i confirm fail bio :x
don't need bother to study liao.

After School went macs.
went quite late.
saw Joyce.
then went macs & saw fuckface.
spoild my whole happy mood please.
GO AND DIE LAH, FUCKFACE.
no friends, don't come act big luh. -.-
annoying.
HAHAHAHA.

anyways bought stuff in heartland & ate with sister.
actually she's quite nice luhs. :/
after so long than i realised! D:
WOW, okays.
HAHAHAHAHA :D

i swear over my dead body, i can't wait for tml! :D
07/05/2009 ! <3333333333333
I LOVE YOU KHAIR.
see this clearly (:
&&&& RECOVER SOON, DEAR.
he's still sick, sadly.
& he's really very sick.
not those minor kind.
hope tml he would be better.
i shall pray hard :D
goodbye everyone!

i will love you till my dying day.

We were so close yet so far.

2009-05-03T20:20:00.003+08:00

My heart's dead.
I'm dying soon.
Goodbye everyone.
Life's not gona be the same.
I'll miss you.
All the times we had tgt.
I won't forget.
Thanks.
All the tears shed, was for you & you only.
I will still love you.

2009-05-01T12:04:00.003+08:00

Baby's sick ):
i'm worried.
Baby, takecare.
though i may not get to see you as often as i like,
i may not get to hold you in my arms all through the night.
But deep in my heart.
I truly know, that you're the one i really love & i can't let you go.

I'll love you till my dying day.

2009-05-01T10:51:00.002+08:00

I've learnt to pck myself up after i fell.

Hello people of the century! :D
oh wells.
many things happened the past few days.
but can't rbm :/

yesterday had ballet exam!
was actually fun?
which was actually weird, seriously.
but i enjoyed it lahs :D
so, not so bad.
hope get distinction.
or else i'm gona take the exam again!
maybe not. :/

after ballet exam, rushed to school.
had SOP performance,
Symphony of Praise. :D
wells, when i reached there, they were all eating.
so just joined in.
then NY help my tie hair & makeup. :D
thanks NY, love you! <3

then something stupid happened before performance.
i fell.
i swear it was pain.
effing pain, bleeding somemore.
plastered it & didn't wasnt MAC to know.
then put knee guard & all.
& i just wet up to dance with the pain :D
YAY!

okays, then after performance, took off the plaster.
& guess what?
the blood seeped through 4 layers of plaster.
GROSS!
HAHAH, but i think its cool. (:
yeahs, :D

okays, thats about now.
byebyebyebyebye!

nothing's gona tear us apart.

2009-04-28T09:37:00.002+08:00

Hello Earthlings!
okay, wells.
i came back from school.
& now i'm officially having fever -.-
tskkkkk, gona miss todays lesson. ):
yeah, anyways i'm gona sleep & sleep & sleep.
byebye :D

2 MORE DAYS TO BALLET EXAM!
7 MORE DAYS TO CA!
ohno, i seriously better start studying! D:

2009-04-26T14:59:00.004+08:00

When everything seemed alright.

woke up late for tution today.
wasn't feeling well what.
like as always.
i'm never early for chinese tution.
headed to church after that.
today was pretty boring.
yeah.

I've my whole afternoon packed.
1) Go study awhile.
2) Head to heartland to get perfume.
3) Go back to studying again.
then i shall go sleep in peace.
LOL.

byebye.

2009-04-24T22:45:00.002+08:00

I'm glad everythings alright now.

Went to school.
eyes were like goldfish :X
oh wells, cried to much uhs.
was almost late for school.
cos i missed the bus! ):

reaced school on the dot.
then the day started really bad.
really really bad.
i cried till no tears alr.
then stopped. thought about him.
then cried again.
okays, nvm.

things got abit better.
had a maths test today.
i know i'll just fail.
& yeah, i don't really bother about it alr.

after school, went Macs with Tisha, Pra, Amirah & Xuan.
had quite abit of fun. :/
thought about him several times.
but held back the sadness.
went tution, feeling rather sick & tired.
but got through tution with Delfina around.
heng sia.

then finally, met hun :D
i was more then happy to meet him.
then saw Adora & Joyce :D
waved to them.
woots, they're nice (:
studied in macs awhile.
then went park to swingggg!
he was sickkk ):
takecare && recover soon!

okays, i gtg.
byebye.
i love you, Tisha.
but too bad, KHAIR's before you! <333333333!

Very Fun uh.

2009-04-23T00:47:00.002+08:00

Life can't get any worst.
If you think bitching behind my back is so fun.
Carry on.
I don't want to give a shit.
Waste my time & breath only.
Like i trusted you so much, you bitch about me.
FINE -.-
Maybe i was too soft-hearted again.
But whatever.
Totally give up talking to you alr.
GIVE UP!

Piece of Crap, seriously.

2009-04-20T22:13:00.003+08:00

i don't know why.
sometimes, maybe i'm too soft-hearted.
maybe being too soft-hearted.
was when you see that you could take advantage of me.
yeah, now you've got what you want.
so just take it.

maybe sometimes being to soft-hearted isn't that good.

No point saying anything now.

2009-04-20T17:25:00.004+08:00

i don't even know why i call you my father -.-

don't even give a damn where i am & all.

ask you buy something for me.

so difficult.

might as well, i don't even ask.

waste my saliver only. -.-

keep saying no money.

then got money go pub lah?!

fucker, i don't need you as a father anymore.

i'll just take it as i have no father or even, no parents.

annoying piece of bullshit.

i might as well not live alr.

no point living. -.-

with noone to care about me.

Test, Test, Test, TEST MY FOOT LAH.

2009-04-19T17:31:00.002+08:00

THERE'S SO MUCH TEST TML.

WHAT THE FCUK! >:(

like hello, you now then tell me.

i of course cannot study!

wtfuck lah.

i'm gona fluck all the test.

wtf wtf.

urgh! >:(

2009-04-19T15:01:00.001+08:00

Hello.
i'm like lazy to blog about anything.
maybe i should delete my blog soon. (:
okay, i'm gona draw :D
or maybe try drawing something.
cos i'm bored. ):
anything call me.
buybye.

i was born to tell you, I love you.

2009-04-18T22:52:00.001+08:00

wtf, i'm really seriously dying.

urgh, need pills ):

gastric pills.

bye world.

i love you this much. (:

2009-04-17T20:42:00.004+08:00

Life just got sucky-er.

its NOT getting any better.

but with you around, my life brightens up.

you're like the light that brightens up the dark sky.

when i'm down, you cheer me up.

when i'm happy, you get happy with me.

thanks for all the times, dear.

without you, i feel all so weird, useless & hopeless.

like the world's gona crash on me soon.

i'm scared to lose you, like how much you're scared to lose me.

i really don't know how i would be without you.

I hope that we really stay tgt forever.

& not let anger break our r/s.

its not worth it.

with lots of love <3,

Lyzel.

2009-04-13T20:01:00.002+08:00

Hello people of planet Earth! :D
today's a super fun day?
yeah, it was.

lessons were quite interesting uhs.
yesyes, they were.
somehow, i was interested for the lessons today.
except music, stupid TT!
only know how to insult me?
wtf, go & die lah.

then after school went to macs to meet Liyan.
went with Tisha & Gloria to meet her.
She wear until so revealing.
haiyoooo, you ahs.
LOVE YOU STILL HUN.
no matter what :D

then met honey after that.
he went to find frens while had dance.
then meet after dance.
yeahs, love you huns :D

k, gtg.
study for test D:
k, byebyebyebye! :D

nothing's gona pull us apart from now, NOTHING!

2009-04-12T16:19:00.002+08:00

SCREW LIFE!

i'm going to work, i don't care!

isn't this what you wanted?

shuddup, don't say anything now that its of no use -.-

i don't even think i have a family anymore.

i'm not depending on you all for money from today onwards.

just treat it like i'm not your child, like you always do.

2009-04-12T12:52:00.002+08:00

Yesterday
went out with hun.
met at MRT.
then went raffles place.
nothing much there.
but we talked a lot. (:
&&&& being the youngest sucks! >:(
we both agreed.
then after that went macs for job.
yeahs, i'm gona work soon, after this month.

Today.
went tution late as usual -.-
chinese tution wasn't that bad.
then a maths, was kinda boring -.-
okay, nothing much alr.
ohyeah, didn't go church.
don't plan to go anymore.

k, byebye.
i'm gona do hw.
i'm guai (:

don't worry, we'll go through all these times tgt, no matter up or down.

2009-04-10T22:11:00.006+08:00

DOCTOR LYZEL. (:

Glennis & Lyzel, idk what were we doing -.-

Chin Yee, Pracks & Lyzel, thumbs up! :D

Pracks so sad D:

Happy US! :D

HAPPY FAMILY.

Love you all.
thanks for the happy times, you guys.
k, this was pretty long ago.
byebye.

i'm not taking anything for granted now.

2009-04-10T19:26:00.003+08:00

wells, today wasn't that good.
i must say i pretended to be okay, cuzzie.
i'm actually not okay.
i had to pretend uhs.

went with cousins to eat.
then left for shopping.
i was just stoning at my hp, waiting for you to msg me.
then mum say don't keep messaging.
so i listen to my music.

mum saw me sad, i think she didn't bother to ask why.
cos i was having menses.
but i wanted this nike small bag so much.
then she agreed to buy for me.
thanks mummy.

car-ed home.
inside the car, mummy gave me the stares.
cos i was tearing.
but i tried hiding it with my hair.
but failed to.
yeah.

anyways, byebye.
my heart's very fragile.
so don't ask me why i'm sad,
i may just start crying.

everything that you've done, everything that you've given & sacrifice, was what i didn't realise how much you loved me. I was a bad girlf.

2009-04-10T11:49:00.005+08:00

the emptiness fills me.
my heart's stabbed by you.
but i don't blame you.
you're name's deeply craved on my heart.
its never going away. NEVER.

noone understands me more than you do.
why must all these things happen now?
why?
God tell me?
or do i deserve all these?
i have so many questions to ask.
but there seems to be noone answering.

i still love you.
noone's taking that love from me.
i'm deeply hurt.
&i feel there's no point living without you.

2009-04-09T22:57:00.002+08:00

HELLO ALL EARTHLINGS! :D
okay, i'm rather high after ballet.
plus, i'm having my my periods D:
later moodswing sia.
RAWRSSSSSSSSSSS! ):

okay, today kinda sucked.
cos dance sucked & ruined my whole mood.
then otw to ballet.
i thought about things.
then i realised, its not too late to change.
& so i looked on the bright side.
yeahs, i'm happy now.

okays, then ballet.
today Ms Lee wasn't there.
so kinda slacked! O.o
she's on MC.
ohyeahs, Cheerene & Alisha make great seniors.
HAHAHA, class was rather fun! :D
with them, & all the ppl got high. not for some.
yeahs, now i'm like high-ing my self -.-

okay, whatever.
its good to be High ahs.
then won't be low. (:
okay, gtg.
byebye

i miss you more than usual, i can't hold back my tears sometime.

2009-04-08T22:39:00.002+08:00

Hello my dearest ppl. (:
today started the day by crying. i missed him so badly.
then Tisha tried conforting me, but didn't work.
thanks though for trying. (:
Andrea did tried talking to me.
i felt better talking to her i guess.

after school, met Liyan.
told her about skool stuff.
yeah, encouraged her to go school.
LOL.

after that, suppose to go ballet.
but nah, wasn't feeling too well.
so met hun. (:
Hun, you brighten up my day :D
seriously. (:
ent Vivo.
then slacked there.
then something happened.
long story, you ant know, come ask me yourself.

then mrt-ed to kovan macs.
sat there awhile then went home.
yeahs, miss him now. ):

k, gtg.
byebye.

everyone should read Marked the whole series of books! :D exciting!

2009-04-06T20:33:00.002+08:00

Hello all earthlings. (:
today was a GREAT day.
not to mention, it was FUN.

Lessons were boring but i was stoning.
so not that bad.
yeahs.
after skool, went macs with Tisha, Gloria, Pra & Shar.
:D
they're like some sex bomb please.
HAHAHA, love you all :D

then meet hun.
:DD
THANKS FOR THE STUFF & TIME WE HAD TODAY!
nvr in my entire life i had such a wonderful day. (:
&&& sorry for kicking you dick D:
HAHA, yupps.
really had a wonderful time with him.
just seeing him brightens up my day :D

we went PS, again -.-
bumped into Adelia & *ahem*.
was so surprised lahs.
WOW.
yeahs, hehe.

anyways, gtg.
byebye.
HAPPY 1st MONTH! :D

2009-04-05T21:36:00.003+08:00

i thought about the past & present.
knowing that if i carry on like that.
nothing's gona change.
i give up on life.
wished that i sleep & never wake up again.
goodbye, my beloved ones.

2009-04-05T18:48:00.001+08:00

You aren't God & you don't control my life!
so, FUCK OFF.
i don't need you to care about me.
its MY life.

2009-04-05T00:57:00.001+08:00

I'm sorry.
I never thought of ow you would feel.
I'm sorry, truely am.
I just wish i would fall asleep & not wake up again.
but in my sleep, i'll meet you again.

2009-04-04T21:02:00.001+08:00

Words can't just explain,
how much i miss you.

Today was pretty boring day.
didn't get to see huns.
so, didn't really enjoy much.
i really miss him.
):
okays, i gtg.
byebye.

2009-04-03T22:00:00.002+08:00

Hello all eaathlings! :D
today was kindafun!
YAY!

school.
it wasn't that boring. (:
with ShaSha ( Tisha) , Andrea & Gloria!
hahaha, they make skool FUN!
thanks guys!

had to stay back after amaths.
cos i didn't do hw! D;
hello!
i having migrain so cannot think properly lah.
ass! >:(
stupid, TSKTSK.

after amaths, went home.
played hotel 626 awhile.
then sister & her boyf got scared.
HAHAHA, actually her boyf was playing.
yeah, kinda exciting (:

then went for tution.
today's tution so boring please. D:
but kinda fun that i could get what Mr Ong was saying.
LOL! XD

after tution went home get stuff.
but the important stuff was MEDICINE.
& i forgot to take it ):
so forgetful sia.
whatever, i'm always like that -.-

now that i'm home, i'm bored! ):
again!
wtf.
k lah, byebye.

2009-04-03T00:06:00.002+08:00

oh damn, its so late.

I can't sleep. ):

i miss dear.

kept thinking about him.

i miss him, i miss him, I MISS HIM.

hope tml get to meet after tution or something.

sigh..

I LOVE YOU! (:

&&& recover soon! :D

2009-04-02T12:00:00.003+08:00

Im friggin' missing you.
over & over again.
I thought of you.
The way you hold me,
so close.
That i never wanted to leave you.
& i won't.
I love you.

hey all earthlings! (:
i didn't go skool.
SORRY TISHA! ):
was suppose to go, but i was feeling so giddy.
i just couldn't even sit up on bed. -.-
&&& something happened lastnight.
i felt kinda stupid.
okay, whatever.

i'm going back to skool for cca & ballet after that.
we're gona use concert hall todays.
mum didn't allow me to go. -.-
but i explained & begged her.
In the end, can go luhs.
i'm afraid i can't dance properly. :/
then get scolded.

anyways, i feel kinda restless & moodless now.
no idea why.
maybe cos i woke up too early.
yeah, okay.
guess i better go get some sleep.

byebye, my dear earthlings!

2009-04-01T22:05:00.002+08:00

BLOODY ASSHOLE! >:(
CUT MY FRINCH UNTIL BANGS!
RAWRSSSSSSS T.T

I love Khair.

I love Tisha.
I love Andrea.
I love Liyan.
I love Glennis.
I love Gloria.
I love Pramilla.
I love Claire.
I love everyone.
EXCEPT, THE STUPID GUY WHO CUT MY HAIR >:(

2009-04-01T19:21:00.002+08:00

Within you I lose myself.

Without you I find myself.

Wanting to be lost again.

I MISS YOU.

2009-04-01T13:24:00.003+08:00

HAPPY APRIL FOOLS!

life's not that funny :/
life's been so miserable.
I've no idea why.
I just feel that, there no use living.
The only reason why i'm living.
Its cos of you.
I don't want your life to be miserable.
Like mine.

sick & have two days MC.
but still, guess i'm going skool tml.
Don't wana miss anything anymore.
k, gtg.
byebye.

i love you, forever.

2009-03-30T21:10:00.005+08:00

If I could have just one wish,

I would wish to wake up everydayto the sound of your breath on my neck,

the warmth of your lips on my cheek,

the touch of your fingers on my skin,

and the feel of your heart beating with mine...

Knowing that I could never find that feelingwith anyone other than you.

I LOVE YOU <3>

forever (:

don't leave me, ily.

i want you & i need you, just you (:

2009-03-30T20:42:00.006+08:00

iloveyou.
thanks so much,
for sacrificing everything for me.
YOU'RE THE BEST! :D
only if i could have you for the rest of my life.

Hey World.
lessons today were as usual, BORING.
i kept having migrain here & there.
felt like as if my head was gona burst soon. D:
had slight fever too, but didn't bother.

after school, went o macs & ate with T, G & Ss.
HAHA, lazy tpye their name le.
sorrysssss.
then ate & talked about some stuff while walking to heartland mall.
yeahs.

after Gloria left, waited for him.
i almos died, migrain came again. D:
(it kept coming! )
met him & went PS.
went there & did nothing?
except for writing my essay for lit.
( it was holiday hw! D: )

after that went kovan macs.
LOL, we changed from PS Macs to Kovan Macs.
( was pretty scared to school ppl. )
then saw his friends.
& C! ( WTF! )
ahhhhhh.
i was about to sit down then he come -.-

but lucky, dear talked to him.
( he tried acting big! D: )
GO & DIE, C ! :D
haha, i'm evil, as usual.
but who cares? (:

did my lit essay finished in macs.
only one question!
but it took up like 1 & a half page. D:
ohno, still have another 3 questions.
nvm, i know i can do it! :D

went home after that.
ontheway home, felt so lousy.
like as if i was gona die!
dear was so sweet! :DD
he rushed/ran to cold storage & bought me water! :D
THANKSSSSSSSSSSS, DEAR! (:
I LOVE YOU (:

okay, guess i better get going.
before the migrain takes over my brain.
(: byebye.

2009-03-29T18:41:00.001+08:00

Hello World.
i'm really bored D:
i keep sneezing since like.
ehs, 4 plus.
or earlier bahs.
i think i'm gona be sick soon.
really soon :D
k.
byeee :D

2009-03-29T14:42:00.002+08:00

some songs speaks to me.
but, today's worship didn't do nothing.
i didn't feel God's presence anywhere.
i really didn't..
i feel like i've drifted far away from God.
so far that i don't even know who He is.
life's been so..
i don't know.
thanks hun for being there for me. (:
greatly appreciated. (:

2009-03-27T22:52:00.002+08:00

i know saying anything now,

won't heal any wounds but,

i'm sorry.

i'msorry.

i'm sorry.

im sorry.

i'm sorry.

i still love you, as i always do.

SORRY, :/

2009-03-27T22:32:00.002+08:00

i stil love you.
though you disappointed me once.

hello world.
i'm feeling rather low now :/
had sports day today.

was pretty fun.
though was freaking hot D:
i got sunburn!
ohno!
sighsighsigh.

then went out with dearest (:
had quite a lot of fun.
wait, maybe not.
cos both of us freaking tired.

after that had tution )':
i was about to cry cos i didn't get it.
i didn't get a thing my cher was saying.
i sat down there with a blank mind.
gosh..

then dearest waited for me till after tution.
went to park & slacked there.
was feeling rather emo over some things..
nvm..

gtg.
byebye.

2009-03-26T21:46:00.003+08:00

TML SPORTS DAYYYYYYYY! :D
baby's asleep )':
noone to talk to me.
nor entertain me ! T.T

i'm so bored.
i'm so bored.
i'm so bored.
i'm so bored.
i'm so bored.
i'm so bored.
i'm so bored.
i'm so bored.
i'm so bored.
i'm so bored.
i'm so bored.
i'm so bored.
i'm so bored.
i'm so bored.
i'm so bored.

k byes.
go play hotel626! :DD

2009-03-25T21:48:00.003+08:00

i love you.
i miss you.
Don't ever leave me.

nothing seems to go my way.
but when i look on the bright side.
it all change.
:D
shows we should look on the brighter side.

1day to sports day! D:

2009-03-23T22:26:00.002+08:00

fuckfuckfuck! D:
i hate you!
go away you, ASS.

YAY! :DD

2009-03-23T19:12:00.002+08:00

She misses him.
A lot.

Hello. :D
today's a happy happy day!
hehs, maybe not.

Gwen came back todays.
she didn't really change much.
as in looks lah.

school was boring! D:
was stoning all the way (:
yeah, i'm always stoning.
maybe not, but yeah.
most of the time luhs.

after school went with Liyan & Gwen to eat at KFC.
ahhh, FATTENING.
got to burn the fats off tml, during danceeeeee.
yeah ):
suppose to jog, now.
but mummy don't allow.

anyways, after eating, went back to school.
for house prac.
we only cheered?
& we didn't take attendance?
WTFFFFFFFFFFFFFF!?!?!?!?!
waste my effing time lahs.

went off with V after house prac.
took bus to somewhere.
then roamed around awhile.
so sian lah.
its like nothing to do now.
BUT!
i just know all the hw today.
so got to rush like siao! D:

most probably staying up to do hw luh.
thought how come so little hw.
the rest of my hw was in school?!
WOW.
yeah, feel so pek.
don't feel like doing & all.

okays, better get going.
byebye! (:

2009-03-22T13:55:00.002+08:00

I love you.
Till the very end of the earth.
Never leave me.

As usual, went for tution.
i was 1 hour late!
GOSH!
i was like, ahhhhhhh!
i rushed like crazy.
my mum forgot i had tution -.-
WOW.

then went for chinese then a maths tution.
after that went for church.
when i reached there, the sermon just ended -.-
not my fault!
i had tution lah.

had care group :D
YAY!
was pretty fun ehs.
LOL.
Kady didn't come! ):
wanted to talk to her.
but she weren't there.
nvm..

okays, i'm gona rush through lit hw.
seriously (:
i'm just gona type it out.
lazy to write lah. :D
hehs, i'm always lazy.
& not to mention tired! (:

yeahs, okay.
byebye! (:

RECOVER SOON DEAR! (:

2009-03-21T23:55:00.003+08:00

When i first saw you,
i was scared to talk to you.
When i first talked to you,
i was scared to kiss you.
When i kiss you,
i was scared to love you.
Now that i love you
i was scared to lose you.

When you love someone, that person is forever a part of you. (:
I LOVE YOU, HONEY <3>

2009-03-21T21:22:00.002+08:00
i love you.
i miss you.
i need you.
i want you.

Hello ppl. (:
haven't blogg-ed for a long time alr.
alot of things happened.
espically personal stuff.
not gona share lah.

had mini SYF yeaterday.
super scary.
Dance was like damn messy.
all the rows were out of line.
Ms Chia didn't have the face to talk to us.
i think she was furious.

many mny things happened lah.
so tired also.
didn't have mood nor time to think about blogging.
weather so hot also. -.-
yeah, whatever.

todays meet dear.
meet him in kovan.
was almost late for ballet.
but wasn't (:
suprisingly.
dear's sick.
GET WELL SOON YEAH?

anyways, had ballet.
super tired again -.-
wait, i'm always tired lah.
tskkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk!
i just wish one day i not tired lah.

yeah, okays.
i haven't start with holiday hw.
except for a maths.
finished it today.
okay, gtg.
byebyebyebye.

2009-03-18T11:07:00.003+08:00
I miss you.
I love you.
I want you.
I need you.
You mean a lot to me.

Hello World . :D
i'm staying home the whole day i think.
except gor ballet later luh.
still have a long way till ballet starts.

i'm suppose to be sweing.
but i'm tired.
LOL.
cos i camped over in my sister's room.
then slept on the floor.
HAHAHA, i know its stupid.
WHATEVER. (:

yeahs, hope get to go shopping later.
i seriously need new school shoes.
but seem to me that i still have another Nike pair.
so most probably, i'll just shop for clothes :D
SKINNIESSSSSSSSSs ! :D
yeah! (:

yessssssssssss!
i need more skinnies luh.
like only got 3 kinds.
& spade bermudas.
yeah, thats all my pants & all.

k lah, i gtg.
byebye! :D

2009-03-17T17:21:00.004+08:00

I miss you.
I love you.
Don't leave me.
You're locked in my heart forever.

yesterday was FUN! :D
yeahs.
met dear & went Bugis & all.
rain like siao luhs.
tskkkkkkkkkk.
annoying ):

went for ballet.
was super worried & stress.
:/
but yeah, longlong story.
but its like over alr.
so i'm fine :D

today had to go for CCA.
everyone suffered after AC came.
she was practically critisizing everyone.
she doesn't know anything please.
so GO AWAY! ):
practice like crazy luhs.
everyone almost died please.

i'm suppose to go for tution now.
but mummy say i can go later :D
& my phone's spoiled T.T
but!
that gives me reason to get a new phone! :DD
YAY!!!!!!!

anyways.
gtg, byebye :D

to Lydia ( sister),
don't worry about anything.
Lynette & I will support you :D
YAY, stay happy. (:
LOVE LOVE LOVE YOU!<3

useless much.

2009-03-15T19:50:00.003+08:00
I feel like killing myself.
I feel like i'm so useless.
I feel like i'm the one whose suppose to be blamed.
I feel so stupid that i can't seem to care about you.
I feel like some idiot in this world.
Maybe after all i don't deserve all these i'm having now.
All i ever know is that, If i ever lose you, my life ends on that day.

You there?

2009-03-15T18:51:00.004+08:00
Sometimes, i feel we're so so far away.
I'm confused, lost & alone.
why?
God, help me.
Take that feeling away.
& i pray one day, you'll be in church right beside me.
Worshiping the one & only God.

dead.

2009-03-15T16:10:00.002+08:00
i feel so weak.
my heart's so weak.
i don't know what to do.
it feels like as if i'm dying.

today went for tution.
felt so dead.
then church felt even worst D:
almost died.
anyway, my fascil's going off for 5 months! D;
i'm gona miss her )':
anyways, TAKEARE :D

I'm sorry.

2009-03-13T22:32:00.004+08:00
Baby put the blame on me.
share the sadness with me.
I'm sorry for what I've done.
If only words could express how i feel.
But the words arent enough to explain how i feel.
I'm turely sorry, baby.
Cheerup, I LOVE YOU.

tired.

2009-03-12T22:42:00.002+08:00
I'm so frekaing tired.
i can't wait for tml.
then holiday.
but i doubt it'll be a holiday for me.
tskkkkkkkkkk.

i was planning to do hw then go sleep.
but looks like i'm gona go to bed straight.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

i have to make some decisions.
ballet or dance?
choose between syf or AYG?
i really don't know..
sigh.

okay, i'm just feeling so weak.
i sat down & my legs were shivering.
like NON-STOP.
& i didn't control it.
means i too tired alr :/

okay, gtg.
byebye.